Show myself a mercy

2006-04-23T09:05:00.000-07:00

My friends went to JJ's party today,it's damn fun. Just attemp to look at him in short distance,my crazy friend bought the concert ticket. I dunt lk him dat much,at least not as crazy as she did.
They brought nice video back,umm,it's a little bit blur,and JJ's voice lk been spoiled.heh. However,I think next time when Jay chou comes,i will react lk her as well.

Help me,god

2006-04-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

What i thought is just like the image of the truth in the mirro, it's always the opposite. I need hold my hope back because he made it with her help. and forgot me completely. Jia jun is not where my love lies in,and daniel.....that is an angel,he should stay with a warm heart......
Where should i go?Who can i trust?i am numb and stupid, no body can give me a favour by telling the reason.

God,if u can hear my voice,pls let me lie inside an iceberg and freeze my thoughts. Till one day the Titanic crash in me, i will be waken up by true love.

2006-04-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

I am sick,38degrees,I refused to take any medicine,because i don't like the taste,although i know it's good for me,and the bitterness won't last for long,i firmly refused. I'd rather sufffer from coughing and sneezing.

2006-04-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Am i crying?and why am i crying?
My tears lost its value already, been tired of being so weak,but how a fragile heart stops bleeding. Things change so fast that i cannot stand. Ppl change so fast that i cannot believe. I have tried my best to forget you,using up all my energy to crawl out of the pain,but i got wounds only at last.Apart from the future,love for me is hopeless.Away from you,i found love faithless for the first. Why I love you,am i loving you?
So many questions pile up in my mind,so stressful. I am grieving for my dead heat and......soul

I am back

2006-04-23T08:10:00.000-07:00

I am back,back to my blog,back to my life,but not my love and my soul.